anodyne.

to have heroes;

Every story has a writer
Whose life has been inspired
By love or a desire to get inside
Of the mind of the reader
Or at least get to the next page
Every movie has a part
Where they get to the heart
Of the matter foreshadowing
What might be happening
Whether or not there's a trapdoor
In the floor of the stage

So I'm trying to read
Cause I'm dying to see

Who I will be
In the story of your life
Where will I be
If you closed the book tonight
Am I the hero or the villain
Is it a history or fiction
Will I still be here in the end
In the story of your life

In the story of your life

In the novel I'm writing
I've decided I'm using the actual identities
Instead of misleading the people I love
Cause they're the ones who need it the most
Every chapter is another beginning
And I'm beginning to guess
My character's in way over his head
Cause of something he said
Or maybe something he wrote

So I'm trying to read
Cause I'm dying to see

Who I will be
In the story of your life
Where will I be
If you closed the book tonight
Am I the hero or the villain
Is it a history or fiction
Will I still be here in the end
In the story of your life

Tell me Juliet
Can we make it through this act
Without a tragedy
Oh, let's get through this scene
Cause I'm dying to see

If I will be
In the story of your life
Where will I be
If you closed the book tonight

Who will I be
In the story of your life
Where will I be
If you wrote the book tonight

Who will I be
(Every story has a writer
Whose life has been inspired
By love or a desire)
In the story of your life

(Every story has a writer
Whose life has been inspired
By love or a desire)
In the story of your life

in the story of your life.

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Monday, March 30, 2009

26.

I'm a lazy bum. So sue me. No, don't. Whatever. Follow my twitter je lah, people. Lol. I went out with Andrew on Saturday. Sungai Wang. First time, kay. I know la I noob. Shattup. Heh. So. Exam results?

BM - 65

English - 61 ; retarded like hell, right?! ISHHH.

History - 44

Moral - 60 ; DUDE I FINALLY PASSED!

Math - 85

Add Math - 80 ; yes, I'm awesome. Lol perasan.

Physics - 54

Chem - 53

Bio - 37 ; PHAIL.

Heh. Entah la what I'll end up getting for Art cause I didn't pass up the other half of the whatever we were supposed to. XD Anyway. Bai.

8:07 PM

Sunday, March 22, 2009

25.

Tomorrow school. DIE LAAAAH. Results coming back. DIELAAAAH. Ish. But I swear, I don't care la what my dad says, I'M DROPPING BIO, DAMMIT. Yes. My mother say okay. FINALLY. Before the holidays she said, wait. Maybe you'll suddenly gain some sort of love or appreciation or whatever of bio during the holidays. Uh... NO. Still the same hatred. So yeah. BAI BAI BIO. Ish Idc anymore kaaaayy.

Aih. Damn lazy to blog nowadays. Twitter banyak the easier la. Can post random shits. Doing that here is like, aiyaaah damn mafan. Lol.

Kaybaiii.

ETA: Cookwood is SO my het OTP. xD Kaybye.

10:18 PM

Thursday, March 19, 2009

24.

I'm back from Indon! Ehh malas to blog about it. In short, it was pretty okay. Food was quite good. Relatively cheap also. Shopping on the other hand, was terrible. The clothes there are seriously weird la. But I did buy some vest-like thing. And a couple hairbands ala Nathaniel Marshall. Lol.

On another note, I now have a Twitter, thanks to Terry the blue light tech. LOLOL. Damn fun la. It's being taken over by random items of Dave's clothing plus one of Joey's, and Word Nerds. I never thought I'd be talking to a pair of purple pants. O_O Ahaha.

Kaybeh!

4:10 PM

Friday, March 13, 2009

23.

So. Exams are finally over! Yaaay. But I'm sick. Booo.

It all started yesterday. After school, around 3 something I started having a stomach ache. Little while after that I vomitted. Stayed that way the whole time after that okay. Around 6 something I vomitted again, and it felt like I just got my stomach pumped okay. Damn pain. After that I couldn't eat at ALL, I just kept vomitting. Most of it was water. All in all, I barfed 6 times yesterday. Mummy said if today I still felt bad then I just go to school in time for my maths paper. So okay la. This morning she came in to my room around 6 something. I was still feeling pretty blah so I didn't go to school. XD Only went after recess, lol.

I didn't go for cheer practice, cause even though I was feeling relatively better, I still wasn't completely okay. Turns out it was a REAL good thing I didn't go too, cause just now I fell asleep and woke up only because my whole body was in pain. Like, serious shit. Felt like I dislocated everything in my body. My jaw felt like someone was holding on to it and twisting it in a way it just should NOT be moved. My head was throbbing, my throat felt constricted. And my back. That was the worst. Felt like someone was stepping all over it trying to break my bones.

So went to the doctor. I think it was the first time daddy actually said I should go see one. Normally it's me bugging him. Lol. But anyway. Went la. Wanted to go the one near our house, in Sentosa. But turns out it was closed. So drive drive drive. Found another one, but it looked pretty run down. Daddy asked me if I wanted to go anyway, so I said yeah go only la. No parking near there so parked at the other clinic and walked. Went there, told the doctor.

Verdict: Viral fever.

Ish. Tomorrow going Indonesia some more. Aihh. Tengok tengok la how. Kaybeh!

9:08 PM

Sunday, March 8, 2009

22. otp?

Peekmann is seriously my OTP.

OTP = One true pairing. :D

Look laaaa.

So much love, kaaaay. You cant fake such a look of ♥. I mean, the fact that they're together in practically every picture of the EEB I've seen so far, including the ones with fans, just so solidifies my love for Peekmann. And the fact that the favourite colour of both of them is purple is just *SQUEEEEE*

Serious shit. I've never been so slashy in my life, pssshtt.

11:26 PM

21.

I wrote this after sejarah.

I’ll take you just the way you are: imperfect words inside the perfect song. All these heroes come and go – you’re still standing. Sometimes it feels like we’ve run out of luck and the signal keeps on breaking up. When you find you, come back to me. Stars in the sky are the stars in my eyes – it’s the cost of getting out of here alive. Missing keys, bloody nose: consequences of what I chose. And all those promises I shouldn’t have made; I did it for you. So lie to me and tell me that it’s gonna be alright. Lie to me and tell me that we’ll make it through the night. They throw the stones and bricks and bones - “He didn’t stand a chance,” they said. All that we had planned, was it nothing more than noise inside my head? When all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary, rest your head. I’m permanent. Say goodbye to the cold and try to forgive everything this night. You’re a broken bride and we all know we can win you over with just a kiss on the neck. And I’m out on the edge of forever, ready to run. Keeping my arms open wide, face to the sun. When your smile becomes the reason I breathe, and your eyes become the motive to see, can you breathe tonight?

"It's a progression of sorts" - David Cook on his debut major label album.

9:56 PM

20.

I just found out that SPM Moral and Bible Knowledge are on the same day.

Both also kau kau memorizing subjects.

25th November 2009.

DIE LAAAAH.

On another note, I changed my blog title. Matchbox army. Neal's ASCAP registered name and part of a lyric from Undertow by MWK.

BAII.

3:09 PM

Friday, March 6, 2009

19. Tagged?

1) The person who tagged you is:
Zi Lyyyyynnnnnn.

2) Your relationship with him/her is:
Kawan baiiiik.

3) Your first impression of him/her is:
Uhhh. Aiyak. Cannot remember.

4) The most memorable moments with her:
Failing at DDR in her house. Lolol.

5) The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
Uhhhh. I also dunno.

6) If he/she becomes yr lover, you will:
Uh, no. Lol.

7) If he/she became yr lover, what should he/she improve at:
Dunno?

8) If he/she becomes yr enemy, what would you do:
Cry? Maybe.

9) If he/she becomes yr enemy, the reason will be:
Dunnoooo. Don't want to think about that.

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Ehhh. Nothing. All we've got is exams. It's every (wo)man for (her)self.

11) Your overall impression on him/her:
Awesomesauce. XD

12) The characteristic you love most about yourself:
Uhm. Insanity?

13) The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
Lazyness?

14) The most ideal person you want too be is:
Eh I like myself okaayh.

15) For people that care and like you, say something to them:
I love you, you love me too? Yes yes? You better.

16) Pass this quiz to 10 ppl who you want to know how they feel about you.
1- Lauren.
2-Mishi.
3-Kate.
4-Daniel CHK.
5-Alicia.
6-Alex.
7-Aisyaaaaa.
8-Bernice.
9- Aino.
10-Devon.

17) Who is 6 having a relationship with:
Ehh someone, I think? But IDK. XD

18) Is 9 a male or female:
Female.

19) If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing:
Em. Diorang tak tau each other la.

20) What is 2 studying at the moment:
Erhh. Whatever test paper she has next, hopefully.

21) When was the last time you had a chat with 3:
Mehh. At recess earlier today?

22) What kind of music does 8 like:
Archuleta. Dammit.

23) Does 1 have any siblings:
Yeshh.

24) Will you woo 3:
Ahaha noo.

25) How about 7:
Again, noooo. Lolol.

26) Is 4 single:
He SHOULD be, unless there's something he hasn't told me.

27) What's the surname of 5:
Song.

28) What's the hobby of 5:
D: I don't know? I'm sorry Alicia, iloveyou.

29) Do 5 and 9 get along well:
Meh, they don't know each other.

30) Where is 2 studying at:
SMK Assunta.

31) Say something casual about your eyes:
Tada double eyelid. And extremely the SEPET. =.= <- see that face? My eyes look like that on a regular basis.

32) Have you tried developing feelings for 5:
No. LOLOL.

33) Where does 9 live?:
Somewhere in Shah Alam, kot? She just moved?

34) What colours does 4 like:
Purple!

35) Are 5 and 1 good friends:
They don't know each other..

36) Does 7 like 2:
They don't know each other either..

37) How did u get to know 2:
Uhm. Somehow la. I also dunno.

38) Does 1 have any pets:
Yessshhh.

39) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world:
Lolol maybe.

10:50 PM

18.

So. So so so. Exams have started. Sejarah and math 2 yesterday, bio and english today. The first paper of both days were absolutely horribleterriblevegetable okaaaay. I swear. I'm going to FAIL bio. I didn't know more than half the paper. Can I drop it ah? Is it too late? Seriously I cant cope la. I cant stand bio! I mean, knowing the stuff in general is fine, but I just cant REMEMBER everything. Especially when it has to be down to like the minutest detail. Okay, let me rephrase that. It's not that I cant remember everything, it's more like I cant remember anything. UGHH Horrible la okaay. I mean, in comparison, even sejarah was better than bio. That's how bad it was. Dahla when we were having the bio paper I was having this horribleh stomach ache. And I felt so cold! I'm not sure if it was actually just cold in general or if it was only me. ISHHH. Annoying laa.

I don't know what paper I'm having on Tuesday, cause I ohsonicely donated my exam timetable to the class softboard. It's add math and BM, I think? Or was it moral? homg I don't know laaaaa. DIEE.

Andrew came over today. Lepaaaaak. Lolol. Long time no see him la. So yeah. I tunggu kat bus station for him dunno how long weyh. Stupid bus jammed at Rothman's. =.= Damn problematic la that roundabout. Ishh. I made him a cross stitch thingy cause he wanted one. Ahaha. He baliked around 5.30? Yeah.

On another note, I'm not upset; I am PISSED okaaaay. Nathaniel Marshall is like freaking awesomesauce, what's WRONG with you people?! Not even wild card. BOO YOU MAN. I'm not watching anymore cause I've got no one to support. No more Nate, no more Mishavonna. wth laaaa. Arghh. Okay la. Maybe I'll watch just to see how far Michael Sarver goes. Or Kris Allen. He so the cute. But still. Nate Marshall is teh shizz. WHY LA WHYY. Geram aku tauu. Dahla this one got Top 13 for goodness knows what reason suddenly, cause I didn't watch today's wildcard show, but still no Nate okay. This is wrong. Very wrong. GUUUHH.

I hope Nate manages to get together with Danny Noriega so they can both bitch about Idol. Lolol. Danny's got a new song, yo! It's on his myspaaaace. It's called 24/7, featuring his sister, Diamonique. Damn awesome.

Who's gon' buy my drink?
Who's gon' buy my drink?
Who's gon' buy your drink?
Uh, you, bitch.

See how awesome it is? Ahaha. I love it. I want it. Now, to FIND it. I also want to find Nate's performance mp3. And also the group Hot N Cold. I liked that one. I thought I'm Yours and Closer were kinda weird, but I liked Hot N Cold. Yehp.

YouTube damn screwed la. Cant even upload the performances there anymore cause of all this copyright nonsense. That video by nigahiga on the whole copyright thing was epic la. And I agree with it. ISH you, YouTube.

Who's gon' buy my drink?

Uh, YOU, bitch.

Kaybehhhh~!

7:14 PM

band of ultimate hotass

LOVE :D

.andy skib.joey clement.david cook.kyle peek.neal tiemann.
.word hero.clementine.word nerd.peek-a-boo.FANGurl.

peekmann

Peekmann.

The pairing of Neal Tiemann and Kyle Peek.
The subject manner of this pairing is entirely up to your imagination. :D

But Peekmann is totally my OTP, okay, I'm not even kidding.
Look at the picture. Neal is so saying "Look at my boyfriend", I swear.

mavid

Michael Johns + David Cook
a.k.a.
The Dance Machine & Sugarfoot

Mavid will achieve total world domination.
One country at a time, one day at a time.
And I will bask in all it's Mavid-like glory.

MAVID, FTW!
It's proven.
You just cant stop the Mavid, however much you try.
TPTB did. And failed. :D

Mavid had a little dance
They did at every show.
It changed a little every time,
And the fans loved it so.

The Powers That Be said it must stop,
The fans were very mad.
They protested both night and day,
No Mavid made them sad.

"What makes the fans love Mavid so?"
TPTB did cry.
"Because we love our fans, you know!"
Mavid did reply.

The fans did win that battle,
With help from MJ and David.
The dance is back to noisy cries
of "Please Don't Stop the Mavid!"